Southpaw - Emergency

I've got four walls and one bed
I've got demons in my head
So I've got no reason to run
You used to be the only one

I'm "on"
Can't you see I try to be strong?
I'm "in"
But can't you see I'm suffering

I've got your smell on my skin
I think I've found the door to you
But I cannot get in
I've got TV and cell phone
In case I start to feel alone

And can't you see...

I'm "on"
Can't you see I try to get along?
I'm "in"
But can't you see I'm suffering