One day I’ll find relief
I’ll be arrived
And I’ll be a friend to my friends who know how to be friends
One day I’ll be at peace
I’ll be enlightened
And I’ll be married with children and maybe adopt
One day I will be healed
I will gather my wounds forge the end of tragic comedy
I have been running so sweaty my whole life, urgent for a finish line
I have been missing the rapture, this whole time of being forever incomplete
One day my mind will retreat
And I’ll know god
I’ll constantly be one with her night dusk and day
One day I’ll be secure
Like the women I see on their 30th anniversaries
I have been running so sweaty my whole life urgent for a finish line
I have been missing the (this) rapture this whole time, of being forever incomplete
Ever unfolding
Ever expanding
Ever adventurous
And torturous
….but never done
One day I will speak freely
I’ll be less afraid and measured outside of my poems and lyrics and art
One day I will be faith filled
I will be trusting and spacious, authentic and grounded and home
I have been running so sweaty my whole life urgent for a finish line
I have been missing the rapture this whole time, of being forever incomplete