So I shut myself down again, and wipe away my surroundings. 
While the pain in my heart 
reminds me of time spent and forgotten. 
Alone but capable to see through your shit, I will bloom into what's unexpected of me, 
because your fucked up reality 
has driven me to this insanity. 
How do you like me now ? 
That what I thought. 
Disappear. 
Melt into the cracks i created for you, 
at least you can do is play the part, the one I wrote for you. 
Now time is wasting, 
and I have ruined many makeup days on your behalf. 
Another day will end, at least there's tomorrow.